my life be like...

2010-05-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

It's getting more and more tiring each and everyday. Shift work is not as easy as what i've thought. I'm getting very demoralise, everyday go to work... work alone in counter , eat alone at canteen go to work alone , go home alone . I got no good click there neither do i have good colleague to talk to except my mentor but i am different team with her so i hardly see her. i don't click with them because they speak those language i dont understand , how can i get involve with their conversation ? And i dont understand their culture.

No friends , tiring shift work timing and the off days is always unable to meet up with anyone . The day before my off i have to work till 10pm reach home 12 am , the day after my off i have to wake up at as early as 3 plus AM for work. How can i feel my off day and i don't fucking rest well.I dont mind waking up early but can rest on weekend or public holidays at least there's motivation there for me to pull through the working days but NO, no no.. nothing. Everytime meet up with family ... i always go back early with those unbearable feeling. i always have to go back early because of the next day work.. how can i meet them after my work the day before my off day ?? i off work at bloody 10pm.

Nothing make mi happy in there.. nothing motivate me. It's been so long that i ever laugh out of my heart. So long never feel happy unless i'm drunk.People might think that i am thinking too negative.. u will never know how bad it is unless u come and try(many just dont understand and i dont see a point explaining too, i chose to keep everything down , so dont ask me a single question ).The only reason that keep me was only the good salary. Tat's all

well , guess i have vend some feeling out through this blog but still i dont feel any. better. Nowadays i am way too tired to talk.

But i appreciate those who have concern about mi, thanks.
Anyway just let mi be bah.. i really dont feel like talking because by telling out will recall those unpleasant thing.So i chose not to.

2010-02-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

Guess i can close down this blog soon... i'm way too busy and lazy to blog .

But anyway ...

How can i not post up those happy moments with my family during chinese new year.

During Chinese new year eve .. mum make us "shuang pang zi " for renioun dinner at cousin house . oishiidesuneeee~~~Me and Mum

First day of new year, it's also valentine day.

And... its also a day i went to see doc :(

Mr ant called.." hey , come on now i bring you go see doc."

me " Okay"

And when i walk toward the car.. bonnet suddenly opened .PiAK! 吓死我.

Then i took a step closer and i saw a bouquet of flower . then followed by mr ant voice .."SURPRISE!! :D" lols.. how sweet :) Thanks.

Mum's birthday fall on new year too.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D

2010-01-21T00:25:00.000-08:00

These bags capture my attention while browsing through the website.

nice nice ! anyone wan to buy for mi ?

lols

2010-01-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

Working life can learn alot of things but on the other hand .. tiring too.
It's not physically tired .. but mentally tired.
Stress and pressure causes me to be very demoralise

Those fucking shift works is making me to give up everything.. my time with family , with Mr.ant and with friends.Lucky they are all understanding people.
Worst... i think my chinese new year will be gone too. Its the only time i can spend with my parents , my long time no see relatives and all kinds of enjoyable time with them playing poker etc etc.. and nOW? i'm gonna missed everything because of the shift work. Yes the fucking shift works.Even though i am 100000000000000000000000000000000000000 million unwillinglybut what can i do ? I have to take things easier.

I have to learn to grow up. No longer can be obstinate like a kid .. or even throw temper to get what i want.

Working life is always like this. You don't get what you want. I believe everyone face the same problem and difficulties too. Learn to overcome obstacle.I hope i can learn to be more optimistic, to be more mature and independent when problem comes to me.

2010-01-06T09:30:00.000-08:00

Changing from Team C to SMC .
It's a speacial morning team.
Which mean.. I have no night shift .
Morning afternoon afternoon OFF Morning morning afternoon OFF.
morning: 6am - 2pm and afternoon: 2pm - 10pm

2009-12-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

Migraine

A migraine is a very painful type of headache. People who get migraines often describe the pain as pulsing or throbbing in one area of the head. During migraines, people are very sensitive to light and sound. They may also become nauseated and vomit.

Migraine is three times more common in women than in men. Some people can tell when they are about to have a migraine because they see flashing lights or zigzag lines or they temporarily lose their vision.

Many things can trigger a migraine. These include
Anxiety
Stress
Lack of food or sleep
Exposure to light
Hormonal changes (in women)

Terrible feeling !

2009-12-27T07:28:00.001-08:00

IHATETHEFEELING
IHATETHEFEELING
IHATETHEFEELING

2009-12-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

You and ur tiger thingy.
lols :)

2009-12-16T08:30:00.000-08:00

Don't frown because it's happen , smile because it's over.

2009-12-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

A Christmas present for myself :)

2009-12-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

我为这段美好的回忆画下句号

但愿有一天奇迹能出现
让我在把故事写下完结篇.

2009-12-06T07:32:00.000-08:00

drink. drank. drunk.

2009-12-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

Thanks for giving me such a short but beautiful memories .

But whenever i think of it , my heart aches so much.

2009-11-27T12:36:00.000-08:00

Went to amk industrial park to take the warrant card photo. Since i was the last person to take , i requested to take an informal one for myself.

Time flies , i've this job for more than a month :D
I will miz the training days in HTA.
And i will miz some of my classmates especially you.

2 more weeks to go and i will be posted to woollands :)
Test is coming soon... super nervous!

........................................................................................

Thursday , went movie with Mr ant .
2012!! Very nice !
This was the first time i shed tears for a movie :'<
humanity , sacrifice , parents love towards their children
There's many scene that touches my heart.
If there's really the end of the world
Will mum and dad cherish mi like how they cherish their love ones?

2009-11-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

I love my 125

2009-11-14T22:08:00.000-08:00

Unarmed Combat training.
So far this was one of the toughest training .
Muscle ache all over.

The trainer was super fierce. :<
3 more days to go..
Argghh! :(

2009-11-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

Second lesson for firearm training today...aiyoo.. monday was so tiring.

First round of my shooting , i scored marksman. (cos my eyes small.. lols !)
Anyway thanks joyce and hui xian for the moral support :D even though joyce encouragment sound like she wan to encourage mi but on the other hand die die wan tease mi (her habit).. LOLS! but i know what's she means. hug the two.

but... what's so disappointing was.. for the second round my score sucks. Though pass but result drop so much :(
Second round include timing , 5 shots at 12 sec and 1 shot at 3 secs.(include drawing out the arms)
maybe i give myself too much pressure and therefore shot too fast without aiming at the target well.
Arghhhh! oh.fuck.

damn sad and dishearted.

Dunno i can make it through anot. :(

2009-11-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

First day of firearms training . Nervous at the first grab but it's better after few times of practicing .

Hope i can improve further more.

At the end of the day .
tired is what i can say .

2009-11-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

Completed WITS course today . Fun and interactive lessons for the past three days.
Lesson was very useful and the two trainer was very nice :)

Ohh good news cousin , i make some chinese friends but still.. i dun wish to kang gao(hokkien) :D lols !

Tml is Physical Training . :S

I miz playing netball and basketball

2009-11-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

It's been more than a week , even though sometimes might be tired but there's still motivation :) Hope this feeling will never gone. Jia you for myself :)

There's still alot of thing to study and learn and experience.

ariel hope to get marksman for the coming up firearm training.

2009-10-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

Thos who think ICA specialist is only to 'chop' passport , have reach 1/10 knowledge of it only .

It's much more than what you have thought ;)

2009-09-12T10:58:00.000-07:00

My Tarot Card Reading , this was interesting and quite truth.

how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)

You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on. This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different perspective.

what you most want at this moment (The Star)

The cards suggest Ariel, that what you most want at this time is some good fortune, a bright and happy future. If you have been ill, suffered bereavement or disappointment in love, your luck is about to change. This is your wish card - it will bring happiness, fulfilment and good health - you may also receive a gift or gifts!

your fears (Judgement)

You are afraid that the conclusions you’ve been wanting are delayed and fear any far-reaching changes ahead. Perhaps things aren’t turning out quite as you expected for some reason - this is a period when your routine will be changed dramatically. Fear not, although events will seem to be moving at a real pace, any choice you make will change life for the better. If you are worried about any legal issues chances are they will be ruled in your favour.

what is going for you (The Fool)

This is an exciting time with much potential for fun and good times. Your confidence should be high, it's a great time for new possibilities. If you are considering leaving your job, home or relationship, in time you will. An unexpected desire will be fulfilled, even before you express it!

what is going against you (Wheel Of Fortune)

A run of bad luck here, perhaps already evident or certainly signs that things are not going your way. The responsibility of important decisions weigh heavy with you where there are choices to make. Trust your intuition, and even if you have to make the painful decision to give up something in order to move on, then have the courage to do it. Trust that The Wheel of Fortune constantly turns and whilst it may be against you at the moment it will in time turn and bring you good fortune.

outcome (The World)

Success, fulfillment and conclusion are near at hand - the successful outcome to a venture, satisfaction in a relationship and efforts rewarded. It is a culmination of events and indicates material wealth and greater spiritual awareness. You may choose to buy that dream house or a wonderfully fulfilling relationship is on offer, enjoy!

2009-09-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest Mr 大头 Ant !

Mr ant told me that he will be going down to work place to settle some of his work therefore morning he will not be with me . So i decided to do my last min birthday card when he is not around and give him a surprise meal. Cook him a bowl of 鸡蛋面线 plus to buy a cake. Everything planned.

In the end...

8am ... i wake up.. i see Mr Ant

9am ... i wake up.. i see Mr ant

12pm !! i wake up .. i see Mr ant ! :(

sian.

Plan changed.

No choice have to tell him that i will be cooking for him , then he told that it will be troublesome so go out have lunch its more convience.

As his wish ba.

Decided to buy him a D24 durian cake . Kaoz... buying that was like hell to me. I wonder why D24 durian cake smell SO STRONG?? yucks! Bought a mini one cos i dun eat.

But i was rather happy cos i see him enjoying that. :)

Intially i didnt intend to make him a card cos i seriously have no time for card making session. But in the end i choose to.. spend a little time of my break time to Art friend to source for the materials. I left with 15 mins to those material. Therefore decided to do up a simple one though.

He say nice(maybe entertain me)... hahahah and he love the branu buffel :D

At night.. i shall fulfill his wishes .. so we went prawning at bishan. But he is onli allow to prawn after 12am ... not allow him to kill anything during his birthday. 8 Sep at 12 am we start our prawning challenge. 3 am i prawning till i fell asleep. @.@

Its a very memorable day.

2009-09-06T01:23:00.000-07:00

It's fucking tired when KING COBRA RETURNS !!

But on the other hand
it's fucking funny when cobra GET MAD!

2009-08-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

2009-08-03T02:10:00.000-07:00

New bedroom arrangement + self pasted stickers from ikea.

I'm craving for sakae sushi :D

2009-07-29T11:44:00.000-07:00

Realise that my desk is quite similar to joyce, our so call " full of kitty desk". We do have the same handphone stand.. haha :) from daiso ?

Kitty tiny world

2009-07-24T02:25:00.000-07:00

人在成长的过程中,
难免会遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你自己如何去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不在有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世界上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找得到理由难过
也一定能找得到理由快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由

有人说: 如果你不爱一个人,请放手好让别人有机会爱他
有的东西你在喜欢也不属于你
有的东西你在留恋也注定要放弃
人生中有许多种爱
但别让爱成为一种伤害,我选择沉默.
当一个男人为一个女人哭了,
那说明他真的爱了.
当一个女人为一个男人哭了
,那说明她真的放弃了...

2009-07-12T03:18:00.000-07:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!!!

Because of you

I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt

Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's EMPTY!
Because of you!!!
I am afraid
Because of you

2009-07-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

Dinner at Sheraton Hotel , an international buffet with cousins.

The service was really very good.

And the food presentation was very nice.

Overall , good atmosphere and nice enviroment for people to dine in for a long dinner .

The toliet smell nice with good aroma oil . Everything was elegnant.

This view look like ???Transparent...................................b...re...as..t? haha

No la... actually is

PEpper & Salt

Dun be cheeky arhh

2009-07-09T02:56:00.000-07:00

Came across this quiz and felt that it was quite true.

So what is ur True fear?

2009-07-08T00:00:00.000-07:00

Wednesday went yam chaing with Mr.Ant . Dim sum.. his fav

2009-07-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

A warm welcome of Samsung Preston C5603 to my world.

Promise that i would not throw you when i am angry.

Loves the color , even though its not red.

How beautiful if it was a red one.

2009-07-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

Recal on few weeks back where i was busying interview for my jobs. Lots of agent called me for job opportunites , and eventually get to receive a cal from job that i applied.

First offer , DBS call centre , a permament job , salary was not bad.
This job had to been through a half an hour interview with the agent then followed by a 1hour comptency test paper. If passed the test , DBS will call for a phone interview . If passed , then shortlisted for face to face interview.

They called me and actually passed the phone interview and shortlisted for the final interview. Then i rejected because of the very complicated shift work. Everyday was different timing, some can been as early as 7 am , and some can be from 7pm - 1am and also the place was at bedok or maybe habour front. Cos i seriously dun wan such shift work timing , so i rejected. It was quite wasted as only 16 of them being shortlisted .

Then another rejection was an offer for customer relation officer (another permament job) at citibank.

I should give myself three tight slaps for doing this.
I feel rather regretful....
to not even tried and just give up.

Now i am back to square one , applying job .. wait for offer.
Serve me right.

2009-07-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Nice Nice gathering with wei shi , qiao yig and jia wei. Really glad to meet them up for a nice prawning session .

It's not the prawning process that is fun , it's the people who make the prawning nice and fun ! :D

At the begining , there are quite a number of prawns we have caught but at the end .. the luck was not there anymore. Maybe to me only ba , cos i wait till i sian. 4 -5 times of the prawn had escaped ...tulan. TUI!

We went to BBQ those little poor ALIVE!.. my god.. so sinful , but overall it was TASTY! :D

Wei shi first attempt for prawning .. 不错嘛! 有掉到好几只 :D

2009-07-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

Everything to you is " I'm always right! "
then...
How can we help you ?
Will you listen to us ?

Hope you learn your lesson one day...

2009-06-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Something caught my attention .....

Woah , actually quite interested in this but i have to get enough money before i can go for the course . Should work hard and save up first , It's S$2835.50 !! i have not enough money for this right now :( ( gotta save up for car license fees too ! ) jia you to myself.

2009-06-27T00:54:00.000-07:00

Seriously cant communicate with u anymore
You are 27 yrs old but ur brain is only 7
Can i say something to you?

"FUCKYOU!!"

2009-06-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

Mum gave mi a box to put my stuff . The brown box was rather boring so i decided to paint it.

Decided to paint two different pictures at the front and back so i can change sides whenever i want :D

Paint my fav. cartoon

So its either looks like this...

or...

This :D I have no ideas what to paint the back of the box , so decided to use my five fingers to paint .. lols. Anyhow onli.

Ting Yun , i gonna miz you ! Remember to take good care of yourself and keep in touch ya :D

My Coca Cola toaster

2009-06-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

Making Sushi at qiao ying's house on sunday and this was my first time to roll sushi :) So fun. I'm going to make some sushi myself :)

After making the sushi , we are very tired but we continue our basket ball at evening time .

So fun :)

At least it make me forget all my unpleasant stuffs .

She sleeps beside me every night to ease my sorrow :)

Mr Ant treats , he believes a nice dessert will make me happier :)

Genting

2009-06-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

I realise i didnt post this important entry out , no wonder i couldnt find it in my archives. So i decided to recap all this wonderful memories. Even though it was damn outdated le.. :p

maA very memorable trip with ONG's family to genting highlands.The three days there was really heaven, a place where troubles, sadness and problems are all GONE. All you know was laugh ,jokes and LAUGH. I think it's not because of the places that make me feel very very happy , it's mainly because of the people who i am with, that makes the trip worth and unforgettable

On journey to genting

The coach was super comfortable which provide massage chairs , games and television . It's a double-deck bus and the first level was a room , a chit chatting room surround with sofas. The second level was where we were seated. No strangers in the coach , whole coach was ours .

Reached genting , that was my first attempt there... lols i looks like a mountain tortise. We went shopping the first day , shop shop shop , shop till i drop. At night i went casino for jackpots, the whole scene in casino looks like those hong kong gamble movie where king and queen of gamblers will appeared . For Jackpot , i won some credits :D ,then gave back the card to my big aunt to continue cos i went back resort hotel first.

Seond Day

Went to have dim sum at restaraunt. OMG i can say the service sucks like shits. Very Bad service , most of the dim sum there are COLD~ and even the tea. Errrr. Now i realise how good singapore service are. After dim sum we went shop shop again and then we go THEME PARK. Indoor roller coaster wasn't that exciting. And the theme park was much fun than escape. Miss ong hui mei recommand some good stuff for me to do , which is to acc her to take photos with snake -.- Stunt~ then secondly , ask mi to hold the head of that snake and she hold the tail -.- Stunt~ thirdly , i dun have scarf therefore feel the snake gliding and moving on my neck and i feel her scale when i hold her. -.-Stunt~ good experience ! :D Allie , a female snake :) At night all thanks to Ong peili for the treat , we have our pizza supper of the day. Chit chats with aunts uncles and Ah gong :) Ah gong is excited about his Jackpot. lols :)

Third day

A unbearable day becuase it came to the end of the trip. We went to take cable cars before we the place. The cable car was super scary cos when i look down , it was very steep and we were at the very top. I was very giddy and wanted to vomit cos shaky.

Too many things to carried back to singapore , but all thanks to my cousin who help mi to carry them if not i was wondering how i gonna carry back. dad come and fetch me back home :)

I will miz these days.

Guys , tempted to go genting again ? lols ..

2009-06-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

I love this !!!

So natural

Mo is so cute.

2009-06-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

I am crying like mad now
It's kind of mixed feeling

Shut myself up in the room

2009-06-19T02:30:00.000-07:00

This was my first Japanese Drama series that i'm so devoted in.

And i seriously in love with him :D

**Even though many of them didnt turn out for netball . But today Basket ball was enjoyable :)

2009-06-17T03:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST JOYCE!

Really enjoy chatting with you all till morning :D

125 ..loves ! :)

Went out with mo today and we went to bao jing tian for lunch. I admit that their dim sum is better than yam cha. I love the mango prawn rolls . Mo loves the.. 黑包子 HAHAHA!

After dim sum we went for a movie. Terminator. The show was nice but stupid room does not have surround sound. How bad it is to watch Terminator without any sound effect. Wtf?!

Mo , even u give mi 1kg of popcorn i aso cannot relac.WASTE.MONEY .

Wanted to catch a hello kitty for joyce but had used like $8 still cant.. so give up :(

After movie we went for happy pot :D After this happy pot we alll "pok" .. declare bankrupt for today.. lols. But was nice to sit down , BBQing and chit chatting. 值得!!

Mo made this for mi.. so nice :) Thanks !

Even though i had read it for 563515374526734 times , i still feel so funny and sweet :)

125

2009-06-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

125 loves 7am =)
I love 125.

How sweet to receive a banquet of flower made by ur friend.
Those flowers are beautiful.
Nice one, huixian :)

Joyce's birthday celebration to be update when i got all the photos .

2009-06-14T03:01:00.000-07:00

6.30pm i heard the sound of patrick's slipper walking towards home. Then followed by a house key sound when i was young.
Patrick loves my hand made card.

8.30pm-9pm i heard the sound of patrick's slipper walking towards home . Then followed by a house key sound when i moved into new house.
Patrick smile when he sees my gift

11pm-2am i heard the sound of patrick's slipper walking towards home. Then followed by a house key sound when i was studying polytechnic.
Patrick take my gift and say thank you to me

Now.. sometimes i dun even heard his foot steps.
Patrick only take one glance at the gift.

He... had changed
how disappointed.

I need a shoulder to cry out loud.
Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away

2009-06-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

First attempt to circle line station and saw Ee shaun's art at the station.
Went out with Mr.Ant today and happen to passby Marina Square for a shopping trip.

Caught my fav. kitty for $1 ... satisfy :D

Caught this for $2 and twins for $6 . happi happi. PS* joyce and huixian dun laugh at mi .. ~stop that lahh .

Went MOF for dinner and ordered my fav dessert and my nabe soup.

Mr.Ant trying to act Macho =.=

Guess what... he is wearing my cotton man's Top... i am wayyy too big.. faint.*

The Night..

Paris and milan make mi laugh till like mad. Everything i watch , Joyce appear in my mind... HAHA! Every characters in the show looks so alike to joyce. lols.. 0.0

Random ...

I love this key from my cousin.

Lee minho..... This is what i define....HANDSOME!

2009-05-31T12:25:00.000-07:00

I love my fridays netball :)

Rice Dumpling

2009-05-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

Dumpling Day coming soon ... annother year older le. Ah ma feng yu bu gai de prepare her dumpling marathon .

Nice Nice :)

My heart melts whenever i see her... sooooo cute ..awwww~ :)

2009-05-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

9th May

Woo hoo ~! i'm officially 21 yrs old. Which mean it's another stage of my life. All my cousin and elder friends are welcoming me to their world.. lols.. Haiz 21st... sounded so old.

Adulthood~ lao le lao le.

It's time to be more mature , its time to chiong for my career. There's so much so much things to do and stress to cope. I believe its wasnt easy but we have to face the music.

Anyway .. 9th May was a great successful celebration , all thanks to those who helped me and also the great response tat make the celebration wonderful. Families and friends were so supportive :D love them all.

Alot of preparation need to be done and it was really busy but everything was worth it.

12th May

Bring mum out for a dinner for mothers' day celebration. I made vouncher for her , Free manicure , free bubble feet massage and One free meal dinning in any restaraunt .. she asked mi.. " Who do i approach to ? for the free manicure and massage.. " I replied " me". She laughed.

I nv been wearing this kind of earring for a long period of time. Such a nice small elegnant earring. Thanks friend :)

15th May

Dear bring me to paris international buffet for my birthday dinner.

Caught this for $1 :)

2009-05-07T02:14:00.000-07:00

Went bugis with Mr.ant , search for party decoration and after that we went to iluma .

First time we went there Ant caught magnum ice cream and i caught ben and jerry.

The second time he caught a tibit .

I told him that i want to catch the lilo and sitch translucent bag cos its more useful compare to those soft toys.

He says..."aiya, you cant de~"

who says...

BLEAH!

i caught it . proof u wrong~ heehee:P

$5 for a red(fav.color) disney bag .. satisfy =)

2009-05-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

A advance birthday card made by my dearest cousin , ong huimei. Thanks for the effort ! love to the maxx. And thanks for the wishes =)

Weather was super hot , we just cant stop drinking ice cooling drinks. phew~

We had our advance mothers' day celebration and also birthday celebration for Taraus.

Mothers' day cake

Birthday cake

Happy birthday to all the taraus !

Super adorable cousin

2009-04-26T09:50:00.001-07:00

How i wish i had this as my car ....

You guys MUST watch it , super cool.. especially those pple who in love with BLINK BLINK! :D

Compare this two video lols..
The kids is super cute

2009-04-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

Diin dinn DINN!! 123 321 ~

Everyone dashed toward the counter for limited foods.

You must be fast and quick. Fast in legs quick in hands.

Yuppie ... what i mean was kuishin-bo , japanese buffet. Thumb Up !

The foods are nice and fresh , especially the scallop porridge.

Have a enjoyable dinner with aunts and cousins :)

I was rather disappointed by ur words.What am i really to you ? I getting more and more dun understand you. Izzit because you have changed... in personality ? or izzit that the enviroment has change you. I really Dunno why... i have a million fucking "dunno why " inside my heart. You are making me die hearted towards you.

2009-04-10T02:35:00.000-07:00

Watch Fast and furious 4 with Mr.Ant .

Mr.Ant saliva drools when he sees those modified cars

Miss Ariel saliva drools when she sees those macho guys

Overall it was a nice show , i couldnt want to close my eyes for a single moment cos it was very exciting , especially when racing.

He is not fit .....
But SUPER fit... wahhhhh :D his character in that movie was really thumb up.

coolCoolCOOL!

yes , my type of guy

2009-04-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

Ohhh ! graduate le :D

Ling de sexy leg.. lols
My Face like hamburger

I will miz them

2009-04-05T01:27:00.000-07:00

Went outing with wei shi , qiao and jia wei. And also celebrate our beloved friend birthday :D Enjoy dancing with them... HAHAHA!

Our Birthday girl :)

Our art event , reuse fabric in STA grad book :)

2009-04-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

WOo hoo hoo! its another nice sat family gathering + birthday celebration.

Whenever 1st aunt said , " This sat i will be cooking" , i gurantee you that on that particular sat will be crowded. Today aunt has an new dish , steam squid with fresh pork stuffed inside. Marvallous was the word to describe.

I can see that aunt alway put in her best effort to cook us a meal .

Eat till cannot relac..

After meal , we have our dessert , i contribute in cutting the watermelon and honey dew.

Seriously , a normal container or pot will not be enough for the dessert... we need a BIG pot.

After our dessert , we have the three birthday gals and boy . We bought a cake for them and we even jot down detail on the box. Eldest cousin roll eyes* LOLS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST COUSINS!

Last but not least... my SUPER adorable cousin :)

Melts~

2009-03-31T01:05:00.000-07:00

I think i am super unlucky , i have slipped a job opportunity due to Poor mobile reception ?!! They say they will get back to me again but they didnt. Even i called back to them they didnt answer . Stupid Company! as if poor reception is my fault ?!

Today receive a unknown number which looks like those company which wanted for recuitment . I missed the calls cos i was Swimming . =.=

I feel that they super love to call us at the wrong timing.

When we are super free , no calls! WTF

fkcufukckucffkucfkuc

2009-03-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

Farewell to my passion and dream , i have to be more realistic . Even though i have the mentality but i know my physical is still not there . Maybe its not the right time yet , when i get more experience from other areas , then i come back to you.

Goodbye , prison officer.
Captains of lives

2009-03-16T11:06:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th years anniversary to Mr.Anthony tan.

Thanks for the care, concern and stupid lame shit that makes me laugh.

Hugs!

Saw him hiding at a corner to did this.." Happy Anniversary "

Thanks for the gift

Mosaic Festival :D

STA grad party

2009-03-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

STA graduation party held at Zouk Velvet Underground. It was a good experience there. Everyone dressed gorgeously even the facis.

The climax was when fabulous dance , everyone was super high... lols. They can shake and dance very well. HOT!

Our best dressed guy.... Mr.Ben. He and his "Tai ke style" - taiwan ah beng.

The grad party was rather a short one but its nice meeting back my beloved classmates. GLAD!

After the party at velvet we went to Mambo but because it was too early (9pm)there's not much people , therefore we decided to went for supper.

Purposely block me away for snaps.

2009-03-08T09:48:00.000-07:00

Little Shannon came to my house to stay. Was a rather big responbility to take care of her , but overall , she was obedient enough :)

How sweet was shannon , when i cough , she sits up and pat my back and she did twice to me :)

When i bath she wait outside for me , asking me whether i am done with my bathing so that she could hold me out. Lols. so cute.

11p. she slept , 1130pm she wakes and ask me for maggie mee super... lols that time i wan watching "God of gamble" . So i cooked. 12 am she slept again. i went out to chat with Mr ant on phone for 5 mins , this sweet little girl , fall asleep acc by her so called " Big Bear " (My winnie pooh ). How sweet ...

Big Bear and Her She is still not asleep yet , just posing.

Morning , 830 , she tap mi and told mi that she's hungry and ask for breakfast. Super sleepy , nv wake up so early before but still able to push myself up to cook her "Smiley breakfast". She enojys.

Her Smiley BreakfastDad sent us to her house at 1115am , that was the earliest time i have been to huimei's house.. haha.

She told mi every sat she wants to come... I" stunt " hahaha! Anyway it was a good experience.:D

Mum cant stop smiling when i tel her this :)

2009-03-08T00:42:00.000-08:00

2009-03-06T02:55:00.000-08:00

I did my hand made siew mai... This was my first attempt :)

HAppy ...

Before

After

Suddenly thought of drawing his face....

Cherish him

Genting Trip will be update soon ~

2009-02-15T08:04:00.000-08:00

Mum's birthday celebration today so ww went to ting tai feng for dinner. Love the xiao long bao :) anyway hope mum like it.

Happy Birthday to my dearest mummy :D

I think Crystal Jade is still better than this.

What was nice about this restaurant was the xiao long bao and prawn siao mai .

2009-02-14T02:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!!

No valentine's celebration for me this year as Mr.Ant have to work cos this stupid day fall on SATURDAY. Mr.ant said to be pushed to our monthly anniversary celebration on the 16th. Anyway its good also cos i get to attend my beloved niece 4 yrs old birthday(oh ya really have to thanks hx for the patient and effort ,acc me here and there for hunting the gift.) :)

We brought her to ikea so that she could happily ran as wild as she could in the smaland with all other cuties monkies.

Went to grandma house for dinner then met Mr.ant at ang mo kio and did our gift exchange. Appreciated what he has given to me. Love all

I Drew it out of the sudden.

Hand-made and sew for him.

Mr.ant fall sick after taking care of me for the past 3 days. poor him.

*To you .. stop being a troublemaker and learn to appreciate pple's effort.

To you .. stop being so fucking selfish and inconsiderate.

To you .. i miss you

To you .. thanks for your everything

To you .. get well soon

2009-02-12T11:28:00.000-08:00

我站在你不逺处

默默地为你祝福

把对你的爱藏起来

放你去寻找追逐

我站在爱的不逺处

不在乎守候多辛苦

当你孤单时想起我

那是我最大的幸福

2009-02-08T05:02:00.000-08:00

New year come fast and ended fast. Now its already last day of Chinese New Year. But i am still glad that to really enjoy this 15days of new years. Get to meet up with all the friends for gathering.

Chinese New year Spring Clean was very bad for me because i don't even know how to start cleaning off my "factory" ( mum say it was too messy till it looks like a factory instead of a room). This idiot factory took me from 4pm till midnights to finish SOME PART of it only. The dust is as thick as you can even use it to knit a wool jacket. Well , glad that it was over and its really hard work

Before : totally mess up ( get scolded by mum for million times)

After
Chu Yi

Chu yi is always standardize to go ah ma house first then mum's grandma house and back to ah ma house again to gamble. This year was anthony's first time meeting with my ah ma, kinda scary cos there's so much people in the house. But i believe anthony got much extra ang baos from my big family. $_$ Late night , went to buangkok( cousin's house) continue gamble again. And finally get to see maro :)She fall asleep on my lap.

Me and Mum

Mi Sis Mum

Sis Mi Dad
Beloved CousinsThis is my cousin and i am 21 years older than her

She say i am her kolar big bear

Mr Ong Jun Da suggested to photoshop his face nicely and face not that round

Focus is onli on Mr ong not me.
Therefore

TaLAaaaaa ~ Slim face . nice bigger eyes. smooth face complexion . flat tummy . pimple cleared

Let's do another round with more photoshops :D

Before

.
TaLaaaaaa~~~~ after....

Sharp face . Super smooth complexion . handsome eyebrow . Bigger eyes

So do my editing stand a chance to fight with ur huat zat face picture ? LOLS.....

Mother side cousins

Me and Maro

Last but not least....

And... we have a new memeber 0.0! :D

Chu Er

Chu Er went to Big aunt's house for buffet and karaoke. Super fun.

Meet Mr.ant before going to aunt house

Perm hair wasnt an easy job especially when doing it myself... *faint*

Our shi lan pai again ( ten shots)

Si bei act cute... LOLS

VOMITTED!

Before chinese new year ended , went to huixian's house for steamboat. So much nice steamboat food , eat non-stop :P

fun Fun FUN! we laugh throughout the dinner and games and all of us cannot maintan.My stomach cramp till like shit cos laugh too much.

Act and actress of the day , kok huat and hui xian imtating ah meow. Everyone burst into big laughter. Even ah meow herself . kelvin almost fall...oops! oh ya kelvin .. another funny one.

Let's MEet up for another gathering soon.

2009-01-23T02:04:00.000-08:00

ohh so long nv update my blog le. Getting more and more lazy to update

Well , since after our FYP , we have more time to spend on our outings and gatherings so DTA(technology arts ) classmate decided to have a BBQ gathering and the best choice was to be at Klaire's condo.

It was very very windy on that day and the wind blew our aluminum foil away ~~~~~and because of that we have no space to put our food.

The food was damn nice especially the sambal chilli fish and prawn , and also the sotong balls and chicken wing ... yummy !

We dance like mad on that day and we play like mad.

All my picutres are super ugly and unglam.

Center Parting 1

Center parting 2 Mi ... super unglam

YEAH!

LOVES DTA . Keep in touch !

Saturday night gathering at boat quay. When to harry for a drink and chill there. It's been so long since we last meet . The feeling was very very good when i saw them . I miz every each of them. Meeting guo cai at train station first then meet up with yuwei , yao jun and saliza. Because there's man-u(yao jun fav) and chelsea ( yu wei fav) match , therefore the pub we go must have television to watch.

At first , the group was rather quiet , and i really need hui xian to be there la so that she can start all the conversation .It will be more fun it hui xian was there too. Craps was started after yu wei's fav jokes....****** lols. But pls , yu wei just cant stop teasing me.... @_@"

After chilling at harry , mr guo cai is hungry so we decided to go for a supper :) sooner or later , guo cai start his ghost story incident and later yu wei add on .. story about the lift... dunno why my hair stand. If he continues then everyone gonna acc me till 6 am.

After our supper we went back central to take photos, and that was about 3 am already. Minimial ligth was on so we only have limited place to take. By the time we end gathering and i reach home , it was about 4 am plus . Ended the night with a good night msg. :)

Year 2003

Year 2009
STA photoshoot !! wooohoooo~ the effect was so nice. And supposely end at 4plus , because we were playing with the photoshop , we ended at 530pm. I love thos photos. After photoshoot i meet my relatives and went to my first aunt's house for dinner. Aunt give me a super nice watch. This was can be say to be my first branded watch i have - balenciaga . Later on went to explore about ths brand and the wallet and bags are beautiful

Nice shots

This was damn funny

Our street fighters

Fighter 1

Fight 2

Fighter 3

Fighter 4

Fighter 5 - ti gou bei .. lols

Last day with Mr uncle goh , anthony :)

2009-01-09T02:37:00.000-08:00

Production and Talent Managment

Prouction play : Sangkuriang

Production Manager : Sharon

Stage manager : Ling hui , Min jia

Lighting Design : Alex

Sound Design : Joy

Costume Design : Ziying

Hair and make-up : Nadia's grp

Sets and Props Design : Klaire , idah etc

Talents : Iylas , trish , meihui , klaire , michael , little blue bear

Backstage stars

Star#1 - PM

Star#2 - SM1Star#3 - SM 2

Star#4 - Sound design (red)

Satr#5 - Lighting Design

light control

Star#6 - Make up

Star#6 - Costume

Talents

Characters :

Sangkuriang

Mother

Dog - Tumang

Hunter

Pig

SonMe and my little son

During the play

2009-01-03T00:50:00.000-08:00

Went night safari with sis , her bf , mi and Mr.ant. That was the first time there . Night Safafri seem to be more happening then day time , zoo. We sit in the trams to view those animals . I was telling sis that i wanted to give hippo two slaps cos it was really cute :D all the animals was not caged. A very comfortable trip :) The animals show was very enjoyable. Couldn't take those animals photo cos no flash allow. :(

After night safari we went to supper for mince meat noodles and i saw robert (little noya) , he talk to us and smile 0.0 " phew~ almost get killed by him.. lols.

Saturday

Mr.ant help my sister to wash and wax her car. OMG before and after was a big big different , this show how dirty my sis's car was. Then we went geylang for dim sum supper... full full full

2008-12-26T11:55:00.000-08:00

I love netball with them today ~
But it was rather sad .
Cos couldn't shoot in well anymore , i need more practice .

Lots of memories flash back into my mind...

phow~ It's been sooo longg ~

But...

!!!::::THEY:::!!! still love to tease me....
This was like.... forever no ending ~

Hao Xin ku Arh~

2008-12-25T02:30:00.000-08:00

Week before Christmas Eve , celebrating monthly aniversary ...

We were at Vivo City and this christmas was so huge and beautiful.

Tan Retard face.

Mi :) photographer - Mr. Ant (no skill)

He cal this an artistic pic ( just because there's light ? -.- faint.)

During christmas eve , dear brought me to Secret Recipe for dinner .

Ordered a Xmas set meal.

Garden salad with turkey ham.Lobster soup.Lostober Sauce with Dory fillet.chocolate strawberry cake.

It's been so long since i last celebrated on the actual christmas eve

Anyway , love the present Mr. Ant gave .. HELLO KITTY.. haha , it may sound kiddo but hello kitty is always my all times favourite :D Thanks Mr :D

At night , crowd came , even though its raining there's still million of people so we decided to go home. Dinner was early therefore we have our sinful supper :D

Chicken instead of turkey cos i dun like and a bottle of red wine.

Then went back home for countdown.

Thanks for ur very warmth christmas eve.

I want my ring to be fix back...

christmas

2008-12-23T03:50:00.000-08:00

124 and tri boys gathering today

Meet up for our christmas exchange and we dine in at AMK

Though it was at the coffee shop , the food was super nice .

After the meals we went to the mac for the exchange session ,

i gave the present to the joyce and hx gave it to me.

I super love the my presents , not only it was beautiful , its also because tat

presents was from hx and another one was from carol:D appreciated.

Half way through our conversation ...

Joyce and hx wanted to kill me with the mac spray.. poor me.

Anyway , its a memorable day with them

poor jeremy was sick , GEt Well SooN!

See ya guys :D

Joyce

HuixianCarol
Jeremy124

I cant stop laughing at joyce's face

2008-12-18T00:32:00.000-08:00

23rd & 24th Decemeber 2008 :)

waiting for these days to come....

2008-12-13T22:26:00.000-08:00

ohh. finally got a day to rest before i start to chiong my Fyp again.

Tired like shit

Anyway , 7th dec was the best gathering after so long.

And....

Hao xin ku arh~ is getting more and more popular -.-
thanks arh. joyss .. lols

Shall see you all again soon :)

2008-11-29T22:33:00.000-08:00

FYP ... hao xin ku arhhh~ , hope it ends real soon.

I hope this event runs smoothly

Bear alittle while more

no more unpleasant feeling pls

Mr.unpleasant feeling pls just go away from me

2008-11-24T00:06:00.000-08:00

I miz the days going back home with her after school

I miz the days when we stay up real late at macdonald

I miz the days we played basketball together every fridays

I miz the days when i cried , she's there for a shoulder

I miz the days we chat on phone till a million hours gone

I miz the days when letters of gossip , concern , comfort passed back and fro

I miz the days staying over her house for a occasion countdown

I miz the days when we quarrel and back to normal

And i really miz those days...

Thanks to you for filling colors and memories into my life

And that is why memories is a way of holding onto things i love and never want to lose....

I may sound a little mushy , but who cares , i am speaking the truth.

2008-11-23T01:54:00.000-08:00

Woww so long nv update my blog le .... so much things to blog :D

Okies let me recap on the things happen ...

BACk to Old School
On the previous moi moi de week , i went to shannon primary one orentation day. That was my MU SIAO(primary school) . Xishan didnt change ! and some of my primary teacher are still there.. I saw one of my primary school friends , jiang long ... wa its been years man... didnt say hi to him cos i dun think he remeber me .. lols.

Our date
We to Escape theme park with Mr.Ant , that was his first time there to escape ...lols. After that we went to arcade , he promise to catch one Jacket pot prizes for mi.

Our Artisit ...

Gathering
Meet up with my secondary school friends , they are really good gossiper ... lols and their gossip is always so JIN BAO! yes we have to meet up again :D We meet for dinner at 7 pm and by the time we go back it was already 11 pm ..

National Museum
A school trip to national museum during facitilies art management . It was so interesting.

This was a digital potrait , they can blink their eyes and etc.
I found brand pit potrait and...

My husband !! - johnny Depp :D

This was one of the local artist work - military

This place was very dark and all this pple are mental people , is in taiwan.

STA

Meeting
FYP meeting , we finally got all those fabric collected . OMG ! our crazy runway ...
SHOT SHOT & SHOT!

KAOZ! Flower pant somemore... wat wrong with mi...

ODD.... hahah ( inside joke)

Perform
On stage in school for performance ... woooo~ so nervous . Because i was so nervous .. i couldnt sing properly :( Sad
But a good experience :D

Rong wei shen qing de biao qing...

birthdaY Boy
Happy birthday to jia wei , make a card and bought a really nice belt for him :D
hope he like it.

PHOTO Funia ! cousin sent me this link and its really nice :D

Hot guy .. but i look so much like the movie, " The Wig " @_@

Went karaoke pub with sis they all for a drink :D hoegarden beer was nice .

2008-11-19T08:21:00.000-08:00

I am being booked on 7th DEC ... its a very very very important day.

2008-11-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

WAHH~~~ O level math paper Finally finish !!! That period of time was really hell to me , but i am glad that its over . Hopefully i can pass my math .

I came across this math topic which i think was really interesting because the first thought in my mind was***(guess ba). Can you guys recap the theory on Angle of elevation and Angle of Depression ? Haha , looks like *** was always at the angle of elevation! lols!!

okay some gathering to update ...

Last Wednesday
First , me and my FYP teammate went to Scape to meet up Grace ( the programme head) for our coming fyp exhibition. :) She was such a nice lady. Then we went far east for awhile. Then i went back home for revision.

Last sunday
Because i was too stress up , so i call up klaire and ask them up for karaoke session at evening but because $10 KtV was fully booked , they ended up in my house to sing.

Thursday
After my o level , at evening time , meet up with qiao , jia and wei for movie "The coffin" . Not really that scary , in fact sotryline was not really nice too. Then after that went to so call the supper.

Friday
Had a gathering at vanessa's house . And its really enjoyable with kai , hsiao li and vanessa.
The "curry leave plant" at vanessa's house. I didnt know that curry leaves was from a tree , i thought it grew like vegetables .

Play wii at her house

Saturday
Ah ma house....
My niece graduation performing at New York hotel...

pretty pretty eyes.

milo and french toast

2008-10-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Its late around 12 am + , Mr ant suppose to go back home as he got work tml. But out of a sudden, i feel like drinking or eating some sweet stuff. I thought of eating dou hua but jalan kayu was damn far so... just forget about it.

Mr ant gone and i have to continue my revision , then suddenly a cal from him , he ask mi to open the door... and when i open i saw milo , frech toast and Mr ant's big smile :)

Milo and french toast was double the sweetness compare to the rest of the day.

Thanks dear

I am touch :)

2008-10-18T01:29:00.000-07:00

LAst SundAy ~~~~

PARTY WORLD ~~~!!!!

FUN FUN FUN!!

hope there will be another outing soon! :D

Mi and sharon

When to my aunt house for o level math tution . Tutor : Mr johnathan teo.
I can say , he is really a math pro. Every question asked , he knows... A THUMB UP for him. Thanks for the effort :D

I can say... math really sucks ... and i am struggling like shit. I am still comfortable with my laptop instead of pen and paper . There's little chances that i will pass my math , but i dun wan give up. Jia you ba ... Meihui , u really gotta focus your math now and chiong for the last lap ba ~

2008-10-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

Finally get to meet up with my two dearest buddies after since so long we last met.

Went to thai express for dinner , though its a uncomfortable dinner (cos its quite warm there and we are eating so many spicy food.) but with them around , it make everything worth it :D

After dinner , we went to boat quay de pub to chill :) we have to wait very long for our turns to sing. Peiling certainly cannot gamble ... she was damn funny . Three continous "POP!"(lose) when playing blackjack . Tonight was the first time that i drank so many cups of beer. Feeling good
CHEERS!

Ok, my face was damn cock so i crop away.. haha
pretty mic

Wish to have more this kind of outing :)

well.... i miz them again

2008-10-08T00:34:00.000-07:00

Went shopping with dear dear... today i really no mood to shop...but ..

I bought one set of clothes :D i love it

And.... its cost less than $80 .. Wow!

The dress cost $10 onli !! haha

Wo Shi 省钱王 ~~~~~

2008-10-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

* 这个家看起来什么都有,其实它什么都没有

失去它的日子似乎离我越来越近...

到那天我还能坚持地活下去吗?

期待原来是一种伤害

2008-09-29T03:17:00.000-07:00

I believe picture speaks a thousand words , by seeing the pictures you should see how much fun we had. We laugh like mad.

Dine in at Pistop Cafe :)

Slamwich . SpyAlley . UnoStacko . SleepingQueen . FruitesBell . SwapCard .

We went to have a nice walk

gathering

2008-09-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

Have a enjoyable gathering with my old secondary school friends.

So long didnt catch up with them , and its really good to get together for a wonderful chit chat session.

Life change , from school life to working life , some continue study in uni , some started work and some even had license and had their very own car. It's like another stage of our life. But one thing didnt change was... we still love to talk all day long.. lots of craps , lots of topics , lots of jokes and the feeling was really really very good. I love meeting up with them.And really hope to meet up more often. Meeting up with old friends is really so nice. They are still the best ! Its a feeling that couldnt describe :D

hx... thanks :D

We meet up for a dinner , everyone was hungry especially hx.. hungry till all the funny expression are out. Dine in at crystal jade. Then we went Balcony for a drink. The ambiance was quite nice but the service must improve.

This was the first time having martini and it was not bad. Hx order a jug of voka red bull and voka cranberries and cranberries was very nice :D

Around 3.15am we leave the place... hope to having another drink session again:) misses

huathuat

2008-09-20T02:36:00.000-07:00

Went yuki yaki with Mr.ant to celebrate our 4 1/2 years anniversary. School programme was freaking packed so we couldnt go out shop shop. But... fortunately we are able to squeeze out sometime for dinner.

He loves to do stunt.

Went to nlb with jia min , char and jia en to ckeck out the exhibition space for our fyp projects. The rental was freaking expensive. Hopefully there is a place where people would willing to sponsor.

We went up levels by level to take a look at the space. After we play with the lift like mad..people will think where we came from... but who care.. i like :D.. i know its childish but you will nv know how fun it will be:D... a transparent lift zoom all the way from level 1 to level 14 then all the way down... funnn~

After that we went archade , we laugh like mad ... they are really fun and craps :D love them

A very good news for myself .... DAD bought me a BICYCLE... YEA!! i'm lovin it! i can ride to jalan kayu to buy prata , and everywhere else in seng kang...

This was how the bicycle came about...

One day dad call me and told mi that he took a bicycle from his friend and gave it to me . When i reach home happily , i saw the bic . i was like =.=" .... because it was extremely small size. Looks like a kids bic :( the bic to me was a ratio of 1(bic):3(mi) . haha i too big size.. but seriously its was not a adult bicycle , my cousin (primary 2 ) fits the bicycle well . Can u imagine how small its is ?

So dad see my disappointed face , and he decide to buy me a new one which suits me. He bring me down to the bicycle shop to chose the bic , though i feel abit gulity ( cos he had already bring a bic to me , and because the size doesnt fit me , he have to buy a new one for me. )but i was happy :D I am too lazy to walk to kou fu and ta bao... its really far. This bicycle cost dad a bomb, hundred plus bucks ... anyway he is the one who chose it.. so not my problem.. lols.

Dad like this bic so i let him chose loh. Anyway , i find it sweet looking.. hahah !

I love the bicycle because its from dad :) , i appreciate and cherish it. Its a bond between me and dad too :) Even give me a thousands bucks i aso wont sell , because its from dad . Even though this bicycle seem to be very normal to all of us , but to me , it's dad who made this bicycle so special :) I love him !! MUhaha! Thanks dad!

I gave this bicycle a name....... call......huathuat bic..eh! dun laugh... sound nice hor. why huat? cos this bic is brought by dad , and dad had a huat in his name.. so i named it "huathuat". lols

huathuat had a driver , named Mr.ant.....

wedding dinner

2008-09-18T11:55:00.000-07:00

Congrats to ONG XUE LI ! you look so beautiful and sweet :D Your wedding is so sweet , make me feel like getting married too haha!

What a pleasant and nice wedding dinner at sheraton hotel. This is the time where we get to wear nicy nicy dress and make up and everyone looks Gorgeous .

Uncle hired a bus to fetch us from our grandma house to sheraton hotel. The bus was huge ( look like those genting buses.) but only less than 15 pple were in the bus.. lols, wasted.

I only slept for 2 hours out of 24 hours , so that day i was damn sleepy and tired . I almost fall asleep when i was doing my make up. My little niece shannon , 6 yrs old , went to saloon to tie her hair . Wah ! even me also dun have the opportunity to let other do my hair style , na ge xiao gua so xin fu.

The astomphere at sheraton hotel was so good , so romantic and so grand , even the floor at the lift was carpet.Everthing is so "Quality". Before the wedding dinner start , we have some reception session where waitress will be there serving treats and drinks .

Dinner starts , every table seems to be in reainbow color ( that was the light effect) and we just sit there and wait for the waitress to serve us food... lols . Queen of the day ! :D

My beautiful niece

Oops! someone caught me eating ! VERON DUN LAUGH BEHIND MY BACK :D

My 4 beautiful " yong yuan bu lao " de aunts.

Sixth uncle

We love YAAAAAAMMMMMMSEEEEEEiiiiiiIIIIIII~~~~(cheers)

We are SOLID!

This wedding photo end with a.....

HUAT!!!!!~

What a unforgettable dinner :)

recap

2008-09-12T10:34:00.000-07:00

Dear birthday celebration !! but i started to fall sick..

Early in the morning , he reached my house but because i was quite sick so i ask dear to let me have another half an hour rest before i start preparing my stuff.

When i woke up , i was surprise that he actually cook me lunch. He knows that i have sore throat so he decide to cook me a porridge.

His "he bao dan"(fry egg) was really nice .. and how sweet to cut the carrot like this... =) thanks dear :)

After that he help me dye my hair... haha looks like i am the birthday person.

Since was his birthday , so i decide to sew a face for him =)
first time sewing ...

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Wah ! CHIO SIA! hahahaha !

Okkkiee... now the SHUAI GE!! HAHAHAH! OMG!Mr ant gonna kill me for posting this without his permission...(anyway he din even know yet haha)

This is sooo ah guuaaa~

Oh my... retarded prince HAHA! (vomit)

I couldnt stop laughing at his picture...

2008-09-08T11:52:00.000-07:00

I start to miss everything around me

No matter its present or past

I want them back....

*My heart is crying like shits

2008-08-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

Went k box with my dearest friends , qiao , wei and jia :D Sing too our voice broke.. haha.

We have a wondeful meals at makan sultra at esplanade.

It's sooo nice to chit chats near the esplanade bay , watching all those picturesque scenery. LOVELY~

When to gaint to "da mai ter mai " , in the end i overspent dad's budget ... :P Magmum ice cream was luscious.

New born baby ! :D she is soooo lovely and the smell of baby is always so nice. I want a baby girl in future :D

Mum show me this and told me that this picture was abit eerie.. haha , this was drew by her.

random . i loves

2008-08-19T00:40:00.000-07:00

A random msn conversation with a random topics plus a random outing with random clicks outcome an enjoyable experience :D

Mei and jia en have to stop nuaing at home so we decide to go out to breath some fresh air. Cant imagine i have meet miss jia en from continous two days... everyday craps is better than nuaing at home right ?

Me , jia en and hui yan went out to bugis for shopping... jia en arh jia en .. every clothes in bugis she aso dun like.. later i buy pink color lacy dress for u ARH. haha! Jia en everything dun wan , hui yan everything wan .. lol.. so cute la. But feel so happy to go out with them . At evening time peixin come to bugis to find us. And at night , we went down to archade cos we happen to pass by the archade when we went down to the toliet. Then randy and friend happen to join us too. random ? lols. but i loves.

Today , a beautiful "breezeful" day down to east coast park with Jia En and Joy. The xin qing was very very very GOOD! is like .. all de fan nao vanished . reach there... we were like...WAOOOO cos damn relax and peaceful. We rent bicycle and cycle around east coast. Bedok jetty was one of the destination.. to see the "handsome topless ah pek fishing and catching crabs."hahaha! suai man! so wonderful to see how they fish , so relaxing... i no longer depress no longer emo no longer worry about all those problems i faced. Its worth the long long distance travels. We cycle we rest.. cycle till butts pain legs weak but we still happy. A wonderful day ends with a delicious mac meals. joy jia en mi ... random ? lols. but i loves.